InsideShe was afraid of the things she would do,Inside by Ita-chan12
so afraid that she kept herself mute,
doing everything she can,
to hide her emotions.
She fights back the tears,
and the pain,
wanting nothing more than to wake up,
and this all to be a bad dream.
She cannot escape what's been forced on her,
or the life she was born into,
but she can hide away,
in hopes of never worrying about it again.
The things shes' seen,
the things shes' heard,
and the things shes' felt,
have always been pain.
She hides it away,
deep inside her,
and keeps the fake smile on her face.
Fear will always be there,
and the scars in her heart,
but she doesn't want others to be hurt because of her.
StrangerStranger by Ita-chan12
The echos' never stop . . .
the screaming . . .
oh god, the screaming . . .
I can feel something, and it hurts so much . . .
Somebody I once loved,
is now a distant memory,
I hear the things she says, but I cannot listen.
My heart cannot take the scars and marks they leave
I can feel the damage,
see the pain as I hurt my self, not physically,
oh no, much worse.
"I am worthless, a vein to the existence of all that I meet,
a stain on life, I am a parasite, a disease you cannot kill."
Only a few would disagree, and say that I am wrong,
but my mistake was allowing such things to hurt me.
I have no choice,
I have no friends with me,
no family to help me,
and no boyfriend here to hold me,
they are so far . . .
I love them more than anything and yet . . .
I feel as though, I am a stranger to them.